This Voice in My Heart

Co-written with Gary Brozek, This Voice in My Heart: A Genocide Survivor's Story of Escape, Faith, and Forgiveness is Gilbert Tuhabonye's tale of triumph in his own words.

More than just an autobiography, this must-read book recounts Gilbert's journey from holocaust in his native Burundi to hero in his adopted homeland. Full of grace and dignity, this is a story like no other, a story that must not be forgotten.

"This Voice in My Heart" is available now at major book stores and amazon.com.

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Comment by mary gorretti ngondwe, from kenya, on Monday May 12, 2008 12:36 am:

Gilbert

i am currently reading your book and for sure that is quite horrifying.
Our country almost went through the same face after our elections last when community turned against each other butchering each other and burning houses.

you are so positive about life since you were tormented by people you knew.

the same has happened here in kenya when people were tortured by friends and neighbours they knew best.

this is such an inspiration

love\
mary

Comment by Scott, from Illinois, on Tuesday May 6, 2008 8:14 am:

As a volunteer welcoming and assisting refugees from around the world arriving in Chicago land USA, I have gotten bits and pieces of the horrors so many refugees have "lived" through. While reading Gilberts book and being invited into his story of survival, faith and Hope, I believe I have a better understanding of the refugees plight and flight. Thanks Gilbert for reliving the painful memories so we could get a window into the ugly every day occurances taking place around the world at this very moment, and so we can also celebrate your life and story. Hopefully because of your story more people will take steps to help those who live in the war torn places on this wounded planet and also be the welcoming hands to arriving refugees to our shores.
Blessings-

Comment by burundian, from europe, on Friday Apr 25, 2008 12:20 pm:

This book is a good inspiration for all of us who can be sometimes desperate.Life is never acquired.This is valid not only for burundi but also for the us.
Thank you Gilbert for sharing your lifes knowledge.Keep up the good job.

Comment by Lindsay Dunseith, from Swaziland, on Saturday Apr 12, 2008 5:10 pm:

I have just read a brief story about you in the BBC news and what you say about forgiveness.
Thank you, this is an inspiration to me. I have had an easy life, and not given the challenge you were given, but we all bleed for what others have suffered and are suffering. It eats in the heart and creates the fire of anger. Your message gives me the hope that we, as a people of the world, can find true freedom.

Comment by elixiomar diaz, from maracaibo, venezuela, on Saturday Apr 12, 2008 3:01 pm:

I hope all mankind could follow your example, Gilbert; at least, if ten percent of us could be like you, who forgive face to face one of the men which tried to kill you, definitively this will be another world. Go ahead, Champion!
Hope is always a step ahead of us. Let's try to change our way of thinking about us, as human race.
Peace to the world,
Champion.

Comment by Stephanie, from Angola, on Saturday Apr 12, 2008 1:10 pm:

I lived in Burundi for two years and passed by the spot of the massacre more than once. How did no one think to tell me that someone survived? I will now read your book. I live in another country ripped apart by war now, but a piece of me will always be in Burundi. Amahoro and Ubuntu--you embody them both. Bonne chance demain!!

Comment by Belen R., from Green Bay, WI, on Wednesday Mar 5, 2008 1:47 pm:

I just finished your book. I am looking at my family in a new way. It is remarkable how quickly things are put into perspective... Thank you for your candor, honesty, and inspiration. Good luck to you and your family. God bless you.

Comment by Lili on Wednesday Feb 20, 2008 7:18 am:

You are such an inspiration to me. Your story truly captivates me and shows me how horrible, yet how nice people can be. That is why every individual deserves a chance before being judged. God bless you and your strength to survive not only for yourself but for everyone.

Best book i ever read!!!
Sincerly,
Lili

Comment by claire ellis, from townsend ma, on Saturday Jan 12, 2008 1:57 pm:

i loved the book!!!! i readed it in a week. Thank you so much for writing "this voice in my heart" i never know anything that happened in burundi. thank you for sharing your story. GOD BLESS, Claire

Comment by Robin, from Dallas, Texas, on Sunday Jan 6, 2008 8:55 pm:

The hand of our Lord is greatly on you. I love your story of grace, God really has a plan for your life and is using you greatly! I cried so many tears for you and your family as I read about the civil war. I celebrate with you that the Lord is still using you today.

Comment by Tymber, from Austin, tx, on Sunday Dec 16, 2007 4:19 pm:

Thank you for your words about what you wen through. It was so heart breaking and inspiring to read your story. you are truly an amazing person and Austin and the US are very lucky to have you adopt us as your new home. I am very humbled by your words and your courage and hope that we can all take a lesson from your book and remember to never forget. Thank you again,
Peace be with you and yours always,
Tymber

Comment by Patti Rosen, from Austin, Tx, on Saturday Dec 1, 2007 12:51 am:

Just a few comment and thoughts after finishing your book.

I love your sense of humor which thank God you still have even after what you've been through. I will never understand how people can hate others simply because of artificial differences.....how is it possible to hate someone you don't know? I don't understnd the violence, especially the violence against children. I hope that your efforts result in an improved chance for peace.

God bless that you are with us and survived so that we could know and understand first hand what happens in places we are less familiar with...

another thought: When you feel blessed to have a roof of palm leaves so your floor does not turn to mud, you truly understand what is important. Thanks for being a great coach and a good person... We appreciate you.

Comment by kim, from austion tx from caonnlly high school, on Friday Nov 30, 2007 4:58 pm:

your book is great. aand very heart feeling.when i read it for the frist time iit put tears in my eyes what a great book

Comment by annonimus, from Windsor, Ontario , Canada, on Sunday Nov 25, 2007 5:59 pm:

I was just reading this book for a book report. What i did not realize was how great of a book it was. It is an inspiring and is one i will probly read again.

Comment by Kelman Chambers, from Scotland, on Friday Nov 9, 2007 6:17 am:

Gilbert,

I've just read your book and your story should be an inspiration to everyone.

Good luck in the future.

Comment by Hillary Snedeker, from Tx, on Thursday Nov 1, 2007 7:32 pm:

You are tremendous.
I loved your book.
I hope to talk to you soon.

Comment by DDT-WEBKINZ, from Bahamas , Davos, on Monday Oct 29, 2007 2:12 pm:

Words can't express your significance. Thank you.

Comment by Amy Fowler, from New Brunswick, Canada, on Wednesday Oct 17, 2007 8:48 am:

I stumbled across the book in the library I work at, it is amazing!! I just finished it, and have been touched by Gilbert's story. Thank you for sharing it with us. It is written so humbly. I can't even imagine what you've gone through, I know God was with you, and has used you in so many ways. I'll be praying for you and watching for you in the Olympics?

Comment by Susan Holmes, from Sammamish , Washington, on Friday Sep 21, 2007 11:59 pm:

Hi Gilbert
Wow....thats the only word came out of my mouth when I finished your book...WOW.
I shall never bitch about my job again or about small things that get me down in life.
Your book really touched me...I read it while I was taking my lunch break at 3am {yep I was working graveyard shift}
I read it at 3am everyday. Now I have finished it.
Gilbert, you and your family here and in Burundi are a wonderful inspiration. You are so brave and have the largest heart I know. You forgive although I know your heart will never mend.
Leaving a mother and family and friends behind will always haunt you.
Im so happy you could come to USA and start a family of your own. You are safe now.
Sleep at night and feel safe , ok.
Be happy with your wife and 2 children and may god always always watch over you all.
I know god is watching over your family and friends in Burundi, I hope peace will come fast.
Take care....good luck always...

Comment by Christina Neuschwander, from Seattle, on Sunday Sep 16, 2007 3:12 pm:

I went to school with you, I used to work in the Bean and the Bean Sprout with you. I remember your story and use it in my career as a high school history teacher. Thank you for your willingness to share your pain with others, I know it has made a difference in my life and made an impact on hundreds of high school students in Texas and Washington.

Comment by Linda, from Boston, MA, on Saturday Sep 1, 2007 10:25 am:

Dear Gilbert, I read your book a year ago, little knowing that God would send me to your lovely country and the scene of the slaughter this summer. I was overcome by the beauty of the country and the treachery of man's heart. Thank you for your book, your outstanding faith, and being a hero all can look up to and admire. God Bless You.

Comment by Sara Hickman, from Austin, TX, on Thursday Aug 23, 2007 3:49 pm:

Gilbert, my 11 year old daughter and I read the book, and we were humbled by your courage. Thank you, too, for sharing your culture, your upbringing, the beauty of your homeland, as well as the horrors of genocide, to those of us who want to understand more about the world, other cultures and the human spirit.

God bless you.

Comment by Mary, from Austin, on Monday Jul 23, 2007 9:58 am:

I read the book this weekend and found it very moving and insprirational. I love the workouts and now have even more reason to consider it a privelege to have met Gilbert and Bernard.

Comment by June Brott, from Uniontown, Ohio, on Saturday Jul 21, 2007 3:15 pm:

This book is a WONDERFUL inspiration to Anyone. Gilbert gave me such a lift when I compared my struggling to his. His story and his family's faithfulness and integrity showed me without doubt, "many have now bowed to Bael". God Bless you Gilbert. Would love to meet you someday. (heaven!). I pray God's blessing on you and yours.

Comment by Mick Williams, from UK (ex South African), on Sunday Jul 15, 2007 3:05 pm:

An amazing story, truly an inspiration to all of us.
As an African and a marathon runner, I was (in some way) able to relate to this story with a clear understanding of the difficulties and hardships you have had to overcome.
It is said "What lies behind you, and what lies before you, is nothing compared to what lies within you"
Thank you 'T-Bone' & best wishes for 2008

Comment by Judy Parsons, from Kyle, Texas, on Tuesday Jul 10, 2007 5:12 pm:

What an inspiration!I taught school teacher at Chapa Middle School in Buda,Texas. and I saw your book on a teachers desk. I was administering final exams for the last day of school. So while the kids were taking their test, I began reading your book. Today I finished it and I am passing it on to my older son who is at UT in Austin. When he was in high school he was a cross country runner. I believe that your book will be an inspiration to him also. Your strong Christian beliefs and dedication to life in general are truly amazing and only a great testament to our Lord Jesus Christ. Thank you for writing this book. I am so sorry for all you went through and my heart hurts for all who died in your country. May the Lord continue to bless you, your family and work in the running community. Keep running strong, I hope to keep track with your progress in the 2008 Olympics.

Comment by Sean, from Austin, Texas, on Saturday Jun 30, 2007 6:24 pm:

Your book is absolutely amazing. It is truly inspiring and has changed me and my family. You have humbled us and have made us better people from your stories and your experiences. You are truly an amazing person and have had so many great opportunites in your life.

I wish you the best of luck in the future.

Sean

Comment by Ginger Coburn, from Travis County Adult Probation Office, Austin, TX, on Wednesday Jun 20, 2007 2:23 pm:

Thank you in advance, Gilbert, for your willingness to share your time, your story and your spirit with us. I am in the process of reading your book---it touches my soul deeply...

Comment by Tom Arnold, from Sugar Land, Texas, on Monday Jun 18, 2007 12:52 pm:

Finished it this weekend. What an amazing, inspiring story! Gilbert has overcome obstacles that few of us will ever experience. The depth of his faith was truly breathtaking. I'm so glad that he has made Texas his adopted home!

Comment by Abena Agyeman-Fisher, from Montclair, NJ, on Tuesday Jun 5, 2007 12:44 pm:

Greetings Gilbert:

I didn't know what I was going to encounter when I picked up your book. You are amazing and make us Africans proud. I'm Ugandan and Ghanaian. We have to keep striving to do better as we, indeed, are the future. I know it is hard, but don't forget about home. Let's continue to figure out ways to continue God's work while rehabilitating our home lands--for if we don't do it, who will. Thank you so much for sharing your story. I'll be looking for you at the Olympics in 2008. Lastly, keep love alive. Continue to honor and cherish your family--you are right; this is the biggest blessing of all.

Sincerely,

Abena

Comment by Debbie Christian, from Colorado Springs, CO, on Saturday Jun 2, 2007 1:00 pm:

Gilbert, I have just returned from Burundi, where I work with widows and orphans, encouraging them in their Christian walk, and providing job training and skills. I had wanted to read your book prior to my trip, but it arrived while I was gone. So I am reading it now, despite jetlag!
I am spellbound by your story, and in awe of your faith. I know much of the Rwandan genocide [as I have ministry there, as well], but your book is giving me an inside view of the terrors and heartache my dear Burundian friends have suffered. Thank you for this important work. I plan to use it to educate my friends and family about Burundi, its amazing people, and, when all seems hopeless, the hope that can be found, persevering in Christ. Peace of the Lord to you, brother!
Debbie Christian
Colorado Springs, CO

Comment by Missy, from Elk Grove, Ca, on Monday May 7, 2007 6:08 pm:

I read your book for my sociology project and just learned so much from you! Gilbert, you have more strength and courage than anyone else I know. Stay strong and know that you have touched so many lives! God has used in so many awesome ways!

In God's Love
Missy

Comment by Claudia Martin-de-Nicolas, from Austin, Texas, on Thursday Apr 5, 2007 7:20 pm:

After seeing Gilbert running on Town Lake for years and after reading his book...
recently I went up to him and introduced myself.
I am humbled to read his life story. I am in awe of his power to forgive and his faith...
He is a true inspiration to all!!!
Every time I see Gilbert running or coaching...which is alot...it is a reminder to me of the power of FAITH, HOPE, AND LOVE.
Gilbert,
May the Lord bless and protect you;
May the Lord's face radiate with joy because of you;
May He be gracious to you, show you His favor, and give you his peace.
Claudia :)

Comment by Claire, from Amarillo Texas, on Monday Mar 12, 2007 1:29 pm:

This book is amazing. It has so much forgivness and strength in it. When he came to my school to talk about it he just touched everyone. I am so happy to have read the book and I hope you have or will read it also. Thanks!

Comment by Sandy, from Leroy,Ny, on Friday Mar 9, 2007 8:23 pm:

I just finished reading your book tonight. I loved it and found it very inspiring. I too am a runner and found what I most enjoyed was that your life message isn't all running but how the God who made you is using your running for His glory! Praying you will fullfill your dream and He will get you to the Olympics!

Comment by Brenda, from Minnesota, on Friday Mar 9, 2007 2:35 pm:

I've just finished reading your book. It is an inspiration and a page turner. I hope that most people will continue to pray for all the countries of Africa. So many are war torn. I believe your book will witness to the hearts of many. This will cause us to look at our own self centered lives and reach out to others. God has truly blessed you and I believe will continue to bless you. I will continue to pray for all the children of the world and for God's unsurpassing peace. Bwana Assifwe!
Sincerely,
Brenda

Comment by HM Assistant Coach, from Round Rock, TX, on Tuesday Feb 27, 2007 11:02 am:

Gilbert:

My kid sis had trained with you and was visiting from out of town at the time of the 2007 AT&T Austin Marathon/HM. At the EXPO, you said you remembered her and wrote a lovely note into a copy of your book. She was in tears when I gave it to her, saying you were the best coach she ever had and missed you. Thank you for touching our lives and for sharing your incredible, inspirational story.

Que Dieu vous benisse

Comment by Barbara Visser, from Austin, TX, on Saturday Feb 17, 2007 5:10 pm:

Gilbert,
I knew there was something extra special about you when I ran with your group last Spring! I decided to buy your book to learn about your life. I can't express in words how much I loved the book and I highly reccommend it to everyone. It is a wonderful testimony of faith and courage. I feel blessed to know you and keep spreading God's word!

Barbara Visser

Comment by Daniella, from Hauppauge, NY, on Wednesday Feb 7, 2007 12:28 pm:

I have just compleated reading Gilbert Tuhabonye's story, 'This Voice in My Heart'. I found this by far the best book i have ever read. I found his writing so eloquent that i was able to visualize exactly what he described. And though i am not a runner i am inspired by his courage to always push himself to the max even after having witnessed such an indiscribable tragedy. May god always bless him,as he is the son of the mountians and the child of god. I also hope to see him competing in the 2008 olympics.

Daniella

Comment by Jennifer P., from Pasadena, California, on Sunday Jan 14, 2007 11:13 pm:

Gilbert,
Thank you for sharing your story with the world so that we may better know you, your country and its strife, and so that we can know the healing power of forgiveness. You are a remarkable man and I am so happy to see that you are clearly and certainly engulfed in love.

I am a runner also, although not nearly in the same class as you! I could, however, relate to the joy and peace you experience from running as you described it in your book.
May the sun continue to shine upon you, Gilbert. Kumbuka Burundi.

Comment by Sheryl Dunn, from Ontario, Canada, on Tuesday Dec 26, 2006 1:25 pm:

Hi - my husband and I are heavily involved in the 3rd world causes, ie, Darfur, Kenya, etc, and I have read several books on the genocide in Rwanda and Darfur.
I am in the midst of completing your book. I have to tell you that that I feel/felt for you, your family and all of your people.
My husband and I have had many conversations about how something like that could've gotten so out of hand. We can only say that when something has gone on for so long, that eventually when it becomes realistic, it would almost seem like it wasn't really happening (surreal) - that it was like all of the other times.
I have to tell you that when my husband read about it in our newspapers in Canada, we were led to believe that it was something of a tribal war - which now, upon reading so many books, we have come to realize, that that was also planned. I was very young and didn't come to know the world's history (I am ashamed to say) only as I approached my 40's.
I don't understand why children are involved in these matters at all. It makes me angry beyond belief.
I can't tell you how many hours that I've spent wondering how these things happen.
I just want to say that you are an inspiration beyond belief and I can't begin to imagine how you picked up the pieces and moved forward and continue to do so.
You take care and know that there are people out there that do care and that whatever/wherever anything is possible for my husband and I to do, we are doing it. We are doing our best to make things better for the people that don't have hope.
You take good care of yourself and know that there are people who do care.
Sheryl

Comment by Irene Perrin, from Australia, on Tuesday Dec 12, 2006 12:02 am:

I have just finished reading your book and found it so inspirational and helped me focus my dreams. Thank you so much. My blessings to you and your family

Comment by Shelby Fretwell, from Austin,Tx, on Thursday Dec 7, 2006 7:38 pm:

i just thought that i would write about this book because im in 8th grade and suprisingly ur story touched me andit had me crying and i had went to the P.A.S. and when i heard ur story i was thinking hes instresting and then when i got back to school i was thinking about wut u were sayin and i love running just depends my distance and u pretty much told us everything i think????....but u r amazing keep up with what your doing

amazed,
Runner

Comment by Luz Tamayo, from Manila, Philippines, on Wednesday Dec 6, 2006 12:34 am:

Dear Gilbert,
In my country, the Muslims and Catholics are at war with each other. Both are supposed to be "peace loving" and believe in one God. But how could people be so cruel with so much hatred? Have you an answer?
I am amazed by your book and how well you write.I hope one day that peace will reign in this world. I look to the day that all peoples will realize that we are all brothers, not divisible by color, race or creed.
I am a female doctor practicing in the city of Manila. How I wish I could do something more for the world,as you have done. I hope to meet you someday, who knows....

Comment by Mike, from Philadelphia, on Friday Dec 1, 2006 3:01 am:

Gilbert,
I just finished your book that I received as a gift from my girlfriend, and already it has helped me more than I can explain. Thank you so much. As a fellow runner, good luck achieving your goals.
-MT

Comment by NKURIKIYE JEAN-LUC, from BUJUMBURA-BURUNDI, on Monday Nov 27, 2006 7:38 am:

DEAR freind,i saw you become a celebrity;so,i am very happy for your success.I miss you.
Take care.your's JLK.

Comment by Laurie Frattini, from Ringwood, New Jersey, on Friday Nov 24, 2006 3:59 pm:

Dear Gilbert,
Upon completion of your story, I wish I could meet you and give you a warm hug. Your energy, your spirit, your faith and strength are trully inspiring and contagious. Reading your story has put life in perspective for me. May God look down upon you and smile for all the good you have done.
Run for love-Laurie

Comment by Nancy Hughes, from Temecula, California, on Monday Nov 13, 2006 7:44 pm:

Gilbert:

You are the most incredible example of Grace that I have ever known. I read your book after receiving it from a friend, and had the honor of meeting you when you discussed your experiences. I know that our paths will cross again, and I think it will be in Burundi. Your story will help people in the United States to learn about the beauty and sadness in Africa, and to let them know that they can, and must, help to bring about change.

Comment by GASORE Jean Olivier, from Algerie, on Monday Nov 13, 2006 1:51 pm:

Gilbert you're the example for our counrty's yuoth.The future of our country is in hands of burundians who are abroad like and in young generation one's.I'm from Rutana I've seen one of escaped student in Kibamba massacre,she is Languide I think you knew her seeing what you lived there I would never think that someone who escaped in this murder could apologise you'rethe example.

Comment by Linda Dupuy, from Horseshoe Bay, TX, on Tuesday Oct 31, 2006 12:17 pm:

Gilbert, we met you at Stuart's daughter's birthday party.
I read the book last week and was overwhelmed.
You have had such a personal triumph overcoming the horrible memories that you must have.

Comment by robert storrey, from fresno, ca, on Sunday Oct 29, 2006 6:39 pm:

This was an outstanding book, the trial and tribulations that were endured were horrible. I truly admire Gilber for his courage and his strength to endure the pain and problems that were presented to him. It is so exciting to hear someone of his calibur talking about God and how he changed his life. You are and will always be in my prayers.

Comment by Heather Letto, from Fox Lake, IL, on Saturday Oct 28, 2006 4:12 pm:

What a blessing it has been to read of your story. To see the heart that God formed through your tragedy and triumph is a gift. Thank you for sharing this story and for all you have given back to God in your life.

Comment by Nora, from Minneapolis, MN, on Monday Oct 9, 2006 5:37 pm:

With great inspiration I have read this book of strength and survival. This painful story needs to be told and these attrosites never again allowed to happen

Comment by John Fincher, from Austin, TX, on Sunday Oct 8, 2006 9:04 pm:

Gilbert,
I heard your life story and testimony of faith, hope and love at the Champions for Children luncheon in support of the Helping Hand Home for Children. Of course, I couldn't wait to read your book and have just finished it. "It is easy to light a fire and difficult to extinguish it" when you trust your life to God, enabling Him to empower you in making a difference in our world. May you continue to take His light as shown through you, to new distances and new people.

INDNJC

Comment by ntisumbwa Chantal, from Burundi - Makamba, on Wednesday Sep 27, 2006 11:21 am:

Dear Brother Gilbert,

I can't read the book, how can I get it, I have money but I don't know if the book is finding here(Burundi). I feel that it's very interesting and exciting, you remember that I'm(me and my familly) among the men who was with you in the hospital.
Now, I thank God who secure you and bless you.

Happy to be in contact.
Chantal

Comment by NDAYIKEZA Laurent (GAPAYA), from From BURURI - karimbi, on Wednesday Sep 13, 2006 9:23 am:

Mon cher Gilbert

Je suis infiniment content et satisfait que tu aies pu écrire ce qui s'est passé au BURUNDI. En effet il y en a qui se contente à le regretter et à le pleurer. Je n'ai pas malheureusement encore eu l'occasion de le lire, c'est même la première fois que je vient de visiter ce site après information d'un ami:BARAMBURIYE Désiré-que tu connais bien.
Je comprends pourqoi les partisans du régime ne voulaient pas que tu quitte ce pays.

Can you guide me where I can find your book at BUJUMBURA?

C'est de bonne geurre que l'on vaincra le génocide.
Courage et Félicitations!

Comment by Anne Regan, from Richmond, Virginia, on Tuesday Sep 5, 2006 2:14 pm:

I am a Holocaust educator with the Virginia Holocaust Museum in Richmond. Recently I have been studying about modern genocides. I found your book at my public library. I couldn't put it down!
I am going to recommend it to middle and high school educators for their students. Your story is easily read and understood and makes a good case as to why history is so often repeated. One of the worst aspects about the Holocaust was that it wasn't just Hitler and the Nazis that carried out the killings of Jews and others who did not fit the mold of the "Aryan Race." Often it was the neighbors of the Jews and the others the Nazis deemed unfit that perpetrated so much of the violence!
Thank you for making your story available to the world and may God bless you in your future endeavors to better humankind.

Comment by Christopher Smith, from California, on Monday Aug 28, 2006 3:13 pm:

Thank you for writing about your experience. You are a great soul. I am happy that you are happy now! Iused to be a runner when I was young so I kinda understand you from that place (the one where it feels you need to vomit-lol). May God be with you and your family!

Comment by Earl Kapeller, from Round Rock Texas, on Wednesday Aug 23, 2006 10:29 pm:

Great Book Gilbert
You are truely a blessed man doing the work God has called you to do. I am inspired after reading about the love and forgiveness you have. I have seen and admired you in many of our local races around Austin that we have ran together in. I now admire you much more for the love of Jesus in your heart, then the great running talent he has given to you.
Your Brother in Christ
Earl

Comment by Gilda Drammeh, from Silver Spring, Maryland, on Wednesday Aug 23, 2006 11:50 am:

I just finished your book and I wanted to say thank you for giving others like me hope. I have many dreams and aspirations and felt like they are next to impossible to complete. Thank you for sharing your experience, your book has given me the confidence to get back up again, right after I have fallen.

Comment by Joseph S. Naraguma, from Austin, TX, on Sunday Aug 20, 2006 6:28 pm:

Gilbert,
I have to admit I was reluctant to read your book even after I had already purchased it. As a fellow Burundian and having lost a brother in the tragedy, I didn’t think another description of the violence would add anything to my understanding of the hatred that plagues my beloved country. After I read ‘This voice in my Heart’, I realized I was dead wrong because your book is not a history book text and you never intended it to be that way. It is a personal testimony of good winning over evil and your determination to maximize the second chance to life you got through forgiveness and exceptional work ethics. More than anything, I like the honesty and candor of your story telling. I am proud to call you my friend. Cheers, J.

Comment by Joanie Capalupo, from Austin, on Thursday Aug 17, 2006 1:35 pm:

Gilbert,

Eric and I loved meeting you in person this morning! Thank you for your time and graciousness. You are a compelling person. Your story touched me and I can't wait for my husband to run with you! You are a lesson to everyone...showing them God's grace.

Comment by Many Sparrows, from Cleveland, Ohio, on Tuesday Aug 15, 2006 10:55 pm:

Gilbert,
I thoroughly enjoyed reading your book. Although it was difficult at times to continue, I had no choice. Once I began reading it, I could hardly read anything else until it was done. What a masterpiece!
As a writer myself, you truly inspired me in ways I can't really describe. All I know is that God led me to your book and I'm so grateful. God must have given you an extraordinary memory and a very sensitive perceptive ability to be able to describe your experiences the way you did. I'm honored to have shared your pain and pleasure vicariously.

Love in Christ Always,
Many Sparrows

Comment by Christy Michner, from Hilton Head Island, SC, on Tuesday Aug 15, 2006 2:32 pm:

Dear Gilbert,
Thank you for taking the time and effort to write your personal story. It is extremely informative and totally moving emotionally and spiritually. I just purchased 6 copies for friends!
Wishing you continued success. We will be watching and praying for you, Gilbert Tuhabonye.
Welcome to America!
Christy Michner
Christy Michner

Comment by Orlando, from Hobbs NM, on Monday Aug 14, 2006 8:35 am:

Gilbert; as I told one of your friends, whom I am good friends with, Patrick, The book is excellent and very well writen. As soon as I finish reading it, I had to stop to call Patrick, I am going to read it again. I love it.

Hope to meet you soon. :)Orlando

Comment by Anonymous, from Mt. Pleasant, SC, on Wednesday Aug 9, 2006 11:06 am:

Gilbert,

I was so encouraged, touched and blessed to have read your book. It was beautifully "painted in full color" and I couldn't put it down. A friend of yours from LaGrange, GA visited our church & bookstore where I work and was pleasantly surprised to see that you had written this book. (He and I bought the only 2 copies we carried.)While I was reading your book, I experienced a miscarriage and a (minor) car accident all in one week and I thought about you often knowing that my trials where nothing compared to what you went thru, and it helped carry me. So, thank you. Many would be blessed to hear your story and God has a big plan for your life. May He continue to bless you and your family.

Comment by Lindsay Kampen, from Dallas, TX, on Thursday Aug 3, 2006 9:10 am:

Dear Gilbert,

It's hard to describe the joy that has filled my heart after just completing your book, This Voice In My Heart. I still have tears in my eyes not just for the difficulties you have endured but mostly for the miracles that the Lord has worked in your life. Our God is so good and so faithful to us!!

I just wanted to let you know that you are an inspiration to me. Like you experienced that October night before the attack worrying about your chemistry exam, I too can get so caught up in the small, mundane things in life, allowing myself to be distracted by my wants, worries and desires. But Jesus always brings me back to Him, teaching me that having a love relationship with Him is more important than anything else I might face.

I will continue to pray for you and your family here in the United States as well as for your family in Burundi. Please know that the Lord is protecting them and someday soon you will all be reunited in Heaven!

Thank you for your strength and faith in the Lord!

Sincerely, your sister in Christ,

Lindsay Kampen


Psalm 33:10-11
The Lord foils the plans of the nations;
he thwarts the purposes of the peoples.
But the plans of the Lord stand firm forever,
the purposes of his heart through all generations.

Comment by Nathalie, from Massaschussets, on Wednesday Aug 2, 2006 9:43 am:

Votre livre est indescriptible! Au debut, je pensais mais c'est ennuyant!! Il ne parle que de lui-meme et de son pays! Ou est la voix en question? Mais a partir du 2e chapitre, je ne pouvais pas m'arreter de lire! C'est terrible un genocide! Je viens du Burkina, un pays tres paisible de l'Afrique de l'ouest. Je realise que mon pays est beni apres lecture de votre livre. Dieu est vraiment avec vous! Qu'il vous benisse!

Respectueusement,
Nathalie!

Comment by NDAYIZIGIYE Tharcisse, from Väpnaregatan 13, Linköping-Suède, on Wednesday Aug 2, 2006 6:08 am:

Même si je n'ai pas encore eu la chance de lire ce livre, qui du reste suscite la sympathie de tous les lecteurs, je ne râterais pas cette occasion pour t'encourager, toi Gilbert, pour ton courage à porter à la connaissance du monde entier, la barbarie humaine qui a failli t'ôter ta vie seulement parce que tu es tutsi.Que ton oeuvre serve d'exemple aux autres rescapés du génocide de Kibimba et d'ailleurs pour que la mémoire vigilente soit toujours à l'éveil. Encore une fois , toutes mes félicitations.
Tharcisse

Comment by katelynn, from New York, on Monday Jul 31, 2006 5:24 pm:

Dear Gilbert,

i am not a runner but i have read your book and i found it very inspirational. Reading the things that you went through has truely sealed the fact that i want to get into political science and international affairs when i go to college in the comming year. and with the knowledge that i obtain from my schooling i wish to get into politics and try my hardest to get the U.S to help more with the genocide in Dafur. Thank you. You have also helped me with my faith in the Lord. (wich is amazing, i can not thank you enough for that) thanks again-kate

Comment by Yolanda T. Amon, from Bolingbrook, IL., on Sunday Jul 30, 2006 3:58 pm:

Dear Gilbert,
I am a writer. Loved your book! I need help with research for a book I'm writting about the Democratic Republic of Congo. I would love to meet you! I need info for my book!
I will contact you by e-mail so that you'll have my info.

Comment by Eric Biribuze, from Hickory, NC, on Saturday Jul 29, 2006 10:56 am:

Dear Friend,

As a friend and a fellow Burundian, I am so grateful to you for bringing to light the situation of the conflict in Burundi to the world with this wonderful book. Your story life is an inspiration to all humankind, and I am so proud of you that you have the courage and the drive to share it with world.

I will recommend your book to my friends to better understand our beloved country, and to my other fellow Burundians in diaspora to find inspiration on how to make a successful transition to their new locale and call it home.

We all need to learn from you on how to be forgiving and hopefully through your life example our beautiful country of thousand hills can see lasting peace for generations to come.

Please keep up the good work of spreading positive thinking with your big ol smile.

Guma kw'ibanga mugenzi!

Your friend Eric

Comment by Charles Magerano, from Pays-Bas, on Wednesday Jul 26, 2006 4:44 pm:

Mon frère Gilbert!

Je n,ai pas encore lu ton livre;mais en lisant les commentaires de ceux qui t, ont lu.
Je pense que tu as pu ressortir ce qui s,est réellement passé au Burundi comme genocide des Tutsi.Est d,ailleurs les Nations Unies l,avaient reconnu.
Tu es réscapé de ce genocide mais ton Prof mon oncle Joachin y a péri ainsi que d, autres enfants et prof sans savoir pourquoi.
Courage mon frère et au moins tu as parlé en écrivant.
Que Dieu te bénisse.

Comment by Betty Wangler, from Austin, TX, on Monday Jul 24, 2006 7:53 am:

Gilbert,

Our family first spotted you at the front of the line of a Capitol 10K race many years ago. We all just watched you warm up and knew….that guy is going to be fast. We have seen you many times since then, either running a race or cheering on your trainees…only knowing that you were fast and…later learning…you had been through something…horrific. My daughter bought me your book for Mothers Day. Now we know just how horrific.

You asked me the other evening what I thought about your book. I don’t think I had many words to say to you because your book has left me speechless. There are no words of wisdom or inspiration that I can offer…no scripture that you have not already heard…no words that can express the impact that your story has had on me. I am in total and complete awe of God’s hand upon you, to protect you in that tremendous trial, to bring you out of the fire, to rise you above the emotional scarring, and to put you at the top of your game.

Our family looks forward to training with you. Thank you for sharing your talent with us.

The Wanglers

Comment by Graham Gutting, from Abilene, Texas, on Saturday Jul 22, 2006 9:29 pm:

Gilbert,
Thank you so much for your book. It arrived on my birthday (17th). I had a hard time putting it down and finished it this week. Brian bought the last copy at Books-a-million. We're going to get copies for families and friends. We keep you in our prayers and you and your family will always be a part of us. Keep pressing on toward the goal of your upward calling of God in Christ Jesus. (Phil. 3:14) Graham

Comment by Carolyn W., from Augusta, Georgia, on Saturday Jul 22, 2006 7:02 pm:

This is an excellent and powerful book. I enjoyed reading the story. I was drawn into Gilbert's experience and could draw strength from it. It was inspiring and motivating and I will encourage my sixteen year old daughter and others to read it.

Comment by Kathy, from NC, on Saturday Jul 22, 2006 6:34 pm:

I will come to your country one day. I am reading your book now. This voice in my heart. I am in the states and I too have a longing--mine is to go to Africa. Particularly Burundi or South Africa. I really appreciated your story thank you for sharing it with the world

Comment by Catherine Makem Stock, from Drexel Hill, PA (close to Philadelphia), on Wednesday Jul 19, 2006 9:52 am:

Thank you Mr. Tuhabonye for writing this book. I have almost finished it. It has touched me deeply. I will offer to lend it to my students in the fall. I knew about Rwanda but not about Burundi. I pray that men and women will see that our similarities outweigh our differences and that peace is the answer. I hope to hear about you running in the '08 Olympics. May God's will be done. I will pray for your country and for ours.

Comment by Julie Whittenburg, from Austin, on Tuesday Jul 18, 2006 9:55 am:

Gilbert,

This book was so touching. I can't believe everything you endured and at such an incredibly young age. It really made me count my blessings and thank God for all that He's done in my life.

One of the verses that kept popping in my mind was the following: "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose." Romans 8:28 You are so strong and an inspiration to so many. I pray that God continues to bless you and your family.

Julie Whittenburg

Comment by Bud James, from Flossmoor, Illinois USA, on Sunday Jul 9, 2006 7:09 pm:

I just read Gilbert's book and honestly can say that no book that I ever read had had such an effect on me. The story is something that can not be explained. My wife, Cindy, read the book first and told me that I must read it right away. She had no words to describe the story and the profound effect it had on her. After I finished it she explained that the only way to understand would be to read it for yourself, she was absolutely right. I am telling everyone I know that they should read it too.

Comment by Linda, from Collinsville, Illinois, on Sunday Jul 2, 2006 6:28 pm:

"Greater is He that is in me, than he who is in the world." This verse came readily to my mind as I read this book. I thought about my skimpy trials at the time Gilbert was going through these major ones in his life. I thank God that he gave him a special person to share his life with. Thank you for sharing your life and God's miracle!

Comment by Rach, from austin, on Tuesday Jun 27, 2006 10:59 pm:

I really like your book

Comment by Jackie Jury, from Portland, Oregon, on Friday Jun 23, 2006 7:20 pm:

My prayers are with you as you speak to my beloved family of Austin Stone Community Church this weekend. You are an incredible inspiration to this running mom, my wish in life is that my children will live grace as you do.

Comment by Joseph Nsabimbona, from Denver Colorado, on Friday Jun 16, 2006 12:28 pm:

An amazing story of courage, faith and integrity! Three words came to me after reading your book: Forgive and Rise above!
Reading your book was very humbling and inspirational to me! I now understand why you had such an amazing journey.
Oviously,God wanted you to be the extension of his hand! I was really touched by your story and blessed to know you!
Keep the good work to Christ's glory
Thank you
Joseph Nsabimbona

Comment by Marie King, from Denver, Colorado, on Wednesday Jun 14, 2006 2:54 pm:

I had the opportunity to meet Gilbert at a the Arby's race held in in Denver. He was signing autographs and i had the opportunity to photograph him interacting with sever4al of his fans. I was as impressed with Gilbert in person as I was with his story.

I purchased 2 copies of the book-one for myself and one for a friend. I began reading it Monday morning and had finished it by that evening. it was such a wonderfully wriiten story that I couldn't put it down.

Regardless of your faith, the testament of Gilbert Tuhabonyamanna (which means "Son of God" in his native tongue) is inspiring and his story of growing up in Burundi is very enlightening. His discussion of the factors that set the stage for the violence is also something that every nation should consider. The realization that no nation or people is completely immune from the potential of explosive violence and hate is humbling. Ultimately his story is one of the triumph of hope and goodness over evil.

Five plus stars to Gilbert and his co-author

Comment by Helen, from Georgetown, TX, on Wednesday Jun 14, 2006 8:50 am:

I had the pleasure of purchasing this book at the Oklahoma Memorial Marathon Expo and Gilbert autographed it for me.

This has got to be one of the most moving books I have ever read. I started walking with the Train To End Stroke group in Austin TX in 2002 and have continued to walk and run since. I have heard the stories about Gilbert and they tore at my heart but when I read this book I couldn't stop crying and just could not begin to imagine what strength he had to have to endure all of this and having to do this all at such a young again. I don't know Gilbert personally but I am very proud to know that I know "OF" him and the wonderful things he has done for Austin Texas. I hope he never leaves us.

Comment by Esther Namuswe, from Brooklyn Center, Minnesota, on Sunday Jun 11, 2006 11:29 pm:

Dear Mr.Tuhabonye,

I am writing to thank you for sharing your story with us. If you didn't write this book, I don't think I would have learned about the Genocide in Burundi but also most importantly I don't think I would have been challenged to work hard at fueling my gifts. I was in boarding school in Primary Six in Uganda in 1994 when the news reported the genocide in Rwanda. I remember the "floating scene" on lake victoria. I have been extremely inspired by your courage, first of all, because I am an African from your neighboring country who can relate to the experiences of boarding school, fetching water at the well, and the farm life in my home village. God, I don't know how to summarize the memories running in my mind but all I can say is thank you for writing this book for people like me who have always desired to know what happened. I pray for Burundi, I pray for Rwanda, I pray for all of Africa, I pray for this world. May the good Lord continue to Bless you. You are my brother, I love you and wish you well and your family.

Sincerely,

Esther Namuswe

Comment by SAS TRACK, from St. Andrews, Austin,TX, on Friday Jun 9, 2006 10:43 pm:

Coach, you're awesome.
SAS TRACK

Comment by Army wife and mother of three, from an Army base in California, on Friday Jun 2, 2006 5:11 pm:

This story has changed my life. Not only is this a remarkable tale of struggle and survival, but it is a breathtaking window into a world so far away from most of our own experiences. When my children are old enough to know of the brutatlity and crises that plagues so many others on this planet, I will definately introduce them to your book. Thank you for allowing God to use you in such a mighty way! Bless you!

Comment by Jerry Hermanto, from Austin, Texas, on Thursday Jun 1, 2006 11:51 am:

As a fellow Christian and athlete, i was so inspired and motivated by your story and how God has turned something so evil into such a great blessing that no one and absolutely no one could have done except Him. Thank you so much for sharing this wonderful story of yours and continue to inspire others the way you just touched my heart and soul. God Bless!

Comment by Bob, from Austin, TX, on Tuesday May 30, 2006 10:36 am:

Even though I just started reading your book I can tell it's "going to be a page turner". Last night I shared the banana story with my 10 year old and he just loved it.

Comment by Dismas Bizoza, from Pays-Bas, on Thursday May 25, 2006 9:40 am:

Cher Gilbert,

Bien que je n'ai pas eu l'occasion de lire ton livre, je voudrais exprimer ma grande satisfaction et mon grand estime à ton égard. Ton courage pourra servir à d'autres réscapés du génocide des tutsi de surmonter les atrocités dont ils ont été victimes pour pouvoir survivre tout en gardant une mémoire vigilante par rapport à l'histoire tragique qu'a connue le Burundi. BON COURAGE FRERE!

Comment by cindy shield, from austin texas, on Tuesday May 23, 2006 3:24 pm:

You are truely an inspiration. Whenever i feel down or challenged, i think "man, if he can survive all that and be happy and positive then i can make it thru this." thank you!

Comment by Laurie Viault, from Austin, TX, on Tuesday May 23, 2006 12:41 pm:

Gilbert, I want to thank you for being such a wonderful, and inspiring coach and human being. I knew about your experience, however, I had no idea of some of the difficult decisions that you had to make. I feel for you! It amazes me that you are such a wonderful and forgiving person after all you have gone through. I do not know a person who is as good and unjudgmental as you. Personally, I have had a very very difficult time forgiving people who have harmed me, and I have not even gone through half of what you have been through in your young life. I continue to learn a lot from you!

Comment by Mike, from Cedar Park, Texas, on Friday May 19, 2006 4:11 pm:

The book is awesome and inspiring. On a scale of 1 to 10, I would give it a 10+. Gilbert also signed it for my daughter at Runtex and was his typical very friendly self. Thanks for the wonderful inspirational book. Once I started reading it, I could not put it down. When's the movie ?

Comment by John Colyandro, from Austin, Texas, on Sunday May 14, 2006 4:46 pm:

Your book is truly inspiring. I admire you in many respects but not mostly because of your story of survival, even though it is truly miraculous. I admire you most because you make everyone around you smile -- you make everyone around you better -- despite your very hard trial. If I had never known your story, I could have never guessed what horror you witnessed and the pain you endured. That is a tribute to your character and faith. Whenever I have difficult days, I will be reminded of your story and endeavor to make each person around me better regardless of what I must endure. Thank you for being there for us.

Comment by Troy, from Oklahoma City, on Thursday May 11, 2006 6:32 am:

The moment I saw your book advertised in the Oklahoma Memorial Marathon Program I knew I had to have it. I am just starting Chapter 2 and really enjoying it. You are an inspiration! God is Good!

Comment by Peter Rauch, from Austin, TX, on Wednesday May 10, 2006 5:11 pm:

“This Voice in My Heart” is an extraordinary true-life story. Compelling and well-written, this autobiographical account gives readers insight into a remarkable individual living through a horrific experience. Readers will become much more aware of the continued cultural unrest in Burundi and Rwanda but moreover, be amazed at Gilbert’s progress from barefoot child living in a hut with no running water or electricity to a college graduate living in the US as a successful professional athlete and coach. “This Voice in My Heart” will appeal to wide variety of readers – from casual to competitive runners, anyone interested in the ongoing dispute between the Tutsi and Hutus, or anyone who enjoys an account of how a relationship with God can guide an individual through what seems to be an impossible situation.

What this book does not capture is how wonderful it is to meet or be coached by Gilbert. Rather than shy and untrusting, Gilbert is always giving, offering laughter and encouragement for all those he touches and is a powerful positive influence with an outstanding spirit. Most readers won’t have this opportunity, however knowing Gilbert in this way makes this story all that more amazing.

When I first started running with the Gazelles I knew our coach had a remarkable story, but I did not know any details. After doing some research and learning the basics I was awestruck that this boisterous person experienced this horrific incident. I never saw him the same way again. Nearly three years later and knowing him and his history much better, I am once again awestruck after reading “This Voice In My Heart”.

Comment by Michelle D. Ziegler, from Irving, TX, on Tuesday May 9, 2006 9:45 pm:

Thank you for being such an inspiration and a blessing. Your voice is changing the world more than you can imagine. I pray that God continues to play an active roll in your life and your family's life and always bless you.

Comment by Tracy Nelson, from Austin, TX, on Monday May 8, 2006 2:13 pm:

Gilbert, your book was wonderful! I couldn't put it down. The descriptions really transported me to your childhood home in Burundi -- you and Gary have a fantastic writing style that is very compelling.

One of my favorite quotes is this:
"If I were to place on a scale all the bad things that had happened to me and my family on one side and all the kindness and generosity on the other, the goodness in people would far outweigh the bad."

You have such a positive outlook and generous spirit that shines on all of us. We are truly blessed to know you and to be able to run with you.

Thank you for sharing your story with us!

Comment by Jessica Vance, from Austin, Texas, on Sunday May 7, 2006 10:31 pm:

I loved your story and enjoyed reading about your childhood, family, and how you made it to the US. You are amazing, Gilbert. Your faith and trust in God has served you well. I am blessed to call you a coach, and I am perhaps more blessed to learn more than running from you.

Comment by Belinda on Sunday May 7, 2006 7:29 pm:

What a great story. I had no idea of Gilbert's story when I started with the Gazelle's in December 2005. The book is one I did not want to end or put down. Thank you, Gilbert, for sharing your story. I feel very fortunate to be a part of the Gazelles.

Comment by Chris Schrader on Sunday May 7, 2006 4:05 pm:

"In a world desperate for love to conquer the hatred, peace to counter the strife, and joy to carry us out of the despair – God sent Gilbert Tuhabonye. Pain and suffering heaped upon Gilbert during the genocide in Burundi did not embitter him. Quite the opposite. He is the 21st century equivalent of Joseph who proclaimed to his tormentors, "You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done…" (Genesis 50:20). From this heart flows 'Joy First', impacting all swept up in its current. I count myself blessed among many. Listen to the 'voice in his heart' and you, too, will never be the same."

Rev. Chris Schrader, Ph.D.
"A Touch of Grace"

Comment by janice hurst, from austin, on Friday May 5, 2006 11:17 pm:

Gilbert,
It is an honor to call you my coach and my friend. You are a true inspiration to all the many lives you have touched. Thank you for sharing your courageous story. We are the blessed ones. -janice

Comment by Humble Student, from Austin, Texas, on Tuesday May 2, 2006 11:17 pm:

Coach,

I just want to say thank you for teaching me about running and about living gracefully.

Freedom.

Comment by Anonymous, from Running, on Tuesday May 2, 2006 11:15 pm:

I love the book.

Comment by An Admirer, from California, on Tuesday May 2, 2006 10:56 pm:

I just want to say what an inspiration I think you are. I can't imagine going through what you've gone through, and still keeping such a positive spirit!

I can't wait to read your book!

Peace,
RunStrong

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